OMG I can't help myself!

He is my heart-throb. Oh! why am I so stupid. I shouldn't keep my feelings towards him. For the third time God has given me a chance to speak up, I didn't use it. Hopefully I'll meet him again. This time I really want to talk to him, express my feelings. Because this is the only way I can heal myself. I fell in love with him because he is handsome, tall, got tattoo on the back of his neck and he is athletics. One thing that I can't forget is his jersey is number 8, I am number 8 too. That incident makes me notice that there's something about me and him. Although I'm completely anonymous to him, I still don't want to give up in getting to know him better. I will say my prayer every night. Amen.

About my horoscope...

"A successful friend needs advice, and you're the person to give it. Make time today."
I'm not sure what this phrase means. But I think I'm the one who responsible to
throw advises. OK guys! just buzz me if you want some.

Last Nite

Hello Beeswax! Last night was a total torture for me.
I can't stop thinking of the 'boy'. He's neither handsome nor cute.
He's still young, BUT he gives me sunshine on a rainy day.
I only with him only one night! It was an unforgettable night.
Sat besides the bonfire, watching the starry night.
We have this amazing conversation about each others life and beeswax.
And that makes me wanna see, talk, and be with him everyday.
But I don't think I'll meet him again. Its impossible!
And I know, I need to move on with my ordinary life.

p/s I'm helplessly in love...

Hello there??
anybody here..
I'm sure no one...
Its okay, soon there'll be more...